A collection of my translations~ and other things.
I make promises to myself again I rearrange my shelf again Wishing the sun would sink back where it came from And stop showing its chicken face at my window I like to wake up before the light Thinking this is the day I start my life Then I curl up in a ball and watch the clock I don't mean to be Exhausting cliche teary eyed and unrealistic I'm just always out of idea until I get the next one One day I might have to Fend for myself but do it consciously instead of vying for the right to be unhappy Be something other Than a primary colour Though it doesn't bother me if I never get older I find it hard to care I'm accidental and trifling But the whole world ends when I don't do my recycling And has there ever been a catastrophe Where people didn't just get on with their lives The world ends every day and begins again in the morning Then one day without warning you're on your death bed Wondering what it was that got you so heated And stupid things ate up your time but at least it's eaten And I don't see the point in supplicating To your wasted time if you were the one who wasted it I can't get married, 'cause who would be my bridesmaid Though there might be some other considerations There's nothing stopping me from just absconding And going off to live by some frozen lake I could grow a beard Or grow potatoes When there's no one else around it's hard to make mistakes Does this have to be The way we all end up You do your laundry again and again and then you die Maybe Ghenghis Khan had insecurities Even Hitler had a lover so I guess there's hope for me You don't need to worry if what you're doing is good enough A hobby could be anything even crying Life is one long chain of embarassments But it's better to feel embarassed than to feel nothing